Wow! Look at this! Sam's still alive, WTF?

Yeah yeah yeah. I know I've disappeared for awhile. School started back in August and I've been so busy and museless (now that my life's taken a huge change) because I don't have anything depressing to make art about. How lame is that? I miss having inspiration.So I think I'll just go on about how things turned around.. it's alot, so hold on!

When school let out back in June I started partying like crazy, I mean, I spent most of my nights at house that we call "bosley" because it's on bosley street. My awesome friend Dan Gast was the owner - speaking of which, he's sitting right across from me. At this point, I was kind of still with the good ol' Trevor Beebe. Yeah, I know.. bad choice. Well for most of the summer we we're good. Hooked up and whatnot - talked. Friends mostly though. Until he wanted more that is - his idea of just being friends with benefits wasn't enough when it came down to August and before he left for school (which is 3 or so hours away). And the last night I would see him for the next few months - he really fucked up. I mean, I couldn't stand him - the last and final straw, as you might want to say.

So this new kid came into my life - called John Hensey. I mean, we hung out alot over the summer - and we went to highschool together for a bit, before he graduated. We soon got together, in a relationship - and I can tell you. Hot damn. That's what happiness and love really is!

And now - I guess, three months later. It's December 8, 2009. John's Birthday - he's 20. And our relationship has dwindled to almost nothing.. I mean, tomorrow I'm going to be telling him it's over. And that's where Dan Gast comes into play. No, I didn't cheat - but I really love Dan, I mean.. it's an infatuation. And he loves me back. It's a mess. I basically had to choose between too and Dan is the only one I have a foreseeable future with. We've even been looking at apartments and plan on moving out mid-february.

Oh. And on December 1st - I turned 18. It feels great, to be honest. It was probably one of the best birthdays ever. I had dinner with my friends and family at Dave & Busters, playing games in the arcade and eating AMAZING food. Sneaking out for smoke breaks. And after that Dan took me to see "Men Who Stare at Goats". Amazing movie. LSD eggs and shit. BUT! We we're in Newport and we lost my car in the parking garage. And he had to pee so we where on a vacant level, lights off and everything and I'm on my way back to the elevator and he goes behind a pillar to take care of business. Rent a cops come down - and they ask what I'm doing and I say, "Waiting for my friend." "What is he doing?" - one of the officers say as they are walking out the door - they were going to see him anyway, so I told them. They banned Dan Gast from Newport for a month. We barely held it together till we get to my car, two floors up. And the minute we get to our floor and step out of the elevator room it smells DANK AS FUCK. I mean, someone was obviously smoking pot and not trying to cover it. We laugh and ran to my car - and just lost it. I promise you we sat there for over ten minutes laughing our asses off.

The first date he takes me out on, and he gets banned from Newport.
This is going to be a GREAT relationship. Seriously. Partners in Crime 24/7.

As well as I have decided to go to school to be an English Professor and a tattoo artist. I'm being completely serious. Speaking of which - I got my first tat on my birthday. "LOVE" on my wrist. I'll upload pictures eventually, once it's done healing. But I love love love love love it.

Anyway! That's enough for now. I have lots to write about so I'll try to keep up and things. Oh and I also wanted to say thanks for all the wonderful support on here. After I've been gone for a few months I can really appreciate it all alot more. As well as my artwork. I looked through it all last night and nearly cried thinking of all the things I've been though and the awesome eye candy that's come of it. And for you guys to stick by me the whole time - I can't thank you enough.

That's all for tonight.
Wish everyone a safe holiday!
muchlove. xx