h e a r t b r e a k e r ..

HEARTBREAKER.

^{this is basically my fursona, a quaint little dappled grey mare with dark points and light blue/green eyes. very quiet and mellow.. and in a dreamwork. (that's why you see most of my heartfelt images a grey mare..) and a heartbreaker. in her own little way, she snaps boys right in half, making the rest of their kind shying away from her. she's me in a nutshell and where i put my outlet. she has a name, yes, her name is nyx. just like my character on itN (oh yes, there's my fursona right there in pureblood). my nyx, like on itN, cannot speak. and that represents how people don't listen to me, even when i scream. and how i have to struggle to even make the most of my words make sense to anyone. for them to listen to the underlying value and meaning, but who does that these days? that's why i have her voicebox, her larynx, ripped out - when she was being birthed. she can only speak when she feels like letting the pain overwhelm her. and by her, i mean me. and don't get me wrong - she's not all bad. no, she's so kind and warmhearted. she is strong and will stand up for her land - and she will stay around even when all that she knew crumbed around her. that is my nyx, my beautiful girl. she has her feet on the ground and her head in the right place, but it just seems she cannot find her love - to love her back - or she's always in the wrong place at the wrong time. oh and happy holidays.}

DISCLAIMER.

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RESOURCES.

^{Horse: ~devins-stock
Clouds: ~DinoCruton-Stock
Mountains: ~night-fate-stock
Water: ~night-fate-stock
Texture: ~crazykira & =Moonchilde-Stock
All rest was painted by =inPrint
Application: Photoshop CS & Wacom Tablet
Layers: 35 total
Time: appox. 8 1/2 hours}