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in the night sky by =inPrint:iconinPrint:

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in the night sky i shall twist and twirl,
and morn in your unforgiving whirl.
nothing more will come from this,
but for now i only just miss.
i need a shoulder to lay my head upon,
to caress and hold me forever and beyond.

underneath it all i can't exaplain how i feel anymore. i can talk for hours on the phone to you, and yet you have nothing to say to me. there is nothing. nothing between us that you can't obviously see. the strings are becoming weak and thin. i can't control you. i don't want to. but you control me, without meaning to - or wanting. i will bow down to your every need and wait for you everyday until that very one when you will spend time with me. i won't eat if your sick. i will walk to your house in the smoldering heat so you can have your way. i will call you every morning to say good morning and be the first person you hear. i will give you the best sex in the world because you asked. i will take your hand when your family gets stressful. i will hold you when you need to cry. i am always there. for everything. i always ask. i always want to know. i cannot go on like this. i am not myself. i am what you want me to do. nothing more or less. i'm just a beautiful girl who you have claimed and expect me to be happy all the time. which i have proven through lies. i cannot take a second more of trying to hold the pieces together. i love you unconditionally. forever. no matter who walks in my life, and out, that will never change. all i want is to spend time with you. that one simple thing. you can do whatever you want; see other people, cheat, leave me, hurt yourself, etc. and all i want to do - is spend time with you. that's all i ask. nothing else. and yet, i give everything. for nothing. nothing at all. and you even yelled at me and smashed it in my face that i wasn't obvious that i try. but i've been trying everyday. every single day, only to get crushed and denied. why can't you just see that that is all that is wrong everyday. when we get in your car and i get quiet you always ask. but if you opened your eyes. just opened them and thought outside of your tiny box, trevor, then you would see it. you would see it all. i'm making thing so obvious. i'm opening myself up. there hasn't been that wall there for so long! and yet you still tell me that since i don't talk, why should you? so why am i trying so god damn hard. getting my hopes up to maybe spend more than five minutes with you in a freak car ride only to have them shot back down! or have you seem so god damn irritated at me asking that i feel like compelete trash for even bothering. when you yell at me for not bothering! i have given up. i'm just going to sit here and wait for your life to get caught up. i want my trevor back. you get everything you want, besides the things that are completely impossible and they always have been. everything. you got me - when i was set on leaving you for good. it took me time. well this time, honey, i'm just waiting. waiting on you. you wanted me back and you don't even have the time for me. how FAIR is that.

& if you even FUCKING think of putting your filthy HANDS on this... so help you god.
& details can be viewed here.

resources.
horse: ~celtic-stock
woman: *Tw1stedTruth-stock
background: ~Grinmir-stock AND =digital-amphetamine
sky: *night-fate-stock AND *bean-stock
brushes are unknown.
copyrighted to samantha ingram 2008.

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~Fishing-cat May 7, 2008, 3:11:56 PM
Gorgeous work, I can really feel the emotions here...:)

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Блин! Я водку разлил!
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~romino4000 May 7, 2008, 3:12:50 PM
Lordy this is brilliant. And so emotional :cuddle:

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Mood: Love *Songs May 7, 2008, 3:18:39 PM
amazing !

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I wish I could go back in my childhood years.
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~Betrayedx May 7, 2008, 3:20:21 PM
Wow this is awesome printy, your skys are...well words can't even express how amazing they are or at least how I see them to be. I love everything about this picture and read everyword sounds like your going through something as well that you dont diserve too? :heart:

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My mind says no, my body says yes, and my heart says I love him
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*whiskeyone May 7, 2008, 3:25:35 PM
I would love to see more photomanips with horses in them from you! you have such a unique style!
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=inPrint May 7, 2008, 3:29:43 PM
look through my gallery love, it's all equine.

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my skin c r a w l s beneath your t o u c h
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=inPrint May 7, 2008, 3:32:03 PM
love, i wish i could just spill more and more.
i don't deserve anything of this..
but i love him, i love him so much and i will deal with it all.
it's so confusing..

:heart:

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my skin c r a w l s beneath your t o u c h
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=animalcracker919 May 7, 2008, 3:32:21 PM
that it utterly amazing.
:jawdrop:

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:heart: Teiton
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=inPrint May 7, 2008, 3:34:23 PM
thankyou.

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my skin c r a w l s beneath your t o u c h
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